Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
CRAZY
The schedule for the end of April is CRAZY!!!
Things are happening so fast and unexpectedly that it drives me insane.
I am like high on 2 dozen cups of coffee and I did not even drink any.
* The Phoenix starts bouncing up and down on the tree branch like a gummy bear.*
Jam pack schedule: Tonight: Get Ornaments and products from colourangelz than rush back home, bathe, set up equipment and shoot till drop..... most prob after a few more cups of coffee and another sleepless night....although this is sleep that I don't mind missing..... afterall, we are like trying to build our nest for the future and every little bit counts.
Day 2: Go to work and reach workplace before 0830am...... do all e paperwork to get ready for next sem's lessons..... get ready for the left over lessons this semester and do up a proposal for lesson buffer..... knock off a 0530pm than rush down to teach kid tuition at 0630pm to 0800pm..... than go to city hall n meet dear dear after her class....... than go back her.... finally can rest...maybe after 20 cups of coffee..... ha ha... hyper hyper...bounce bounce.....
Things are happening so fast and unexpectedly that it drives me insane.
I am like high on 2 dozen cups of coffee and I did not even drink any.
* The Phoenix starts bouncing up and down on the tree branch like a gummy bear.*
Jam pack schedule: Tonight: Get Ornaments and products from colourangelz than rush back home, bathe, set up equipment and shoot till drop..... most prob after a few more cups of coffee and another sleepless night....although this is sleep that I don't mind missing..... afterall, we are like trying to build our nest for the future and every little bit counts.
Day 2: Go to work and reach workplace before 0830am...... do all e paperwork to get ready for next sem's lessons..... get ready for the left over lessons this semester and do up a proposal for lesson buffer..... knock off a 0530pm than rush down to teach kid tuition at 0630pm to 0800pm..... than go to city hall n meet dear dear after her class....... than go back her.... finally can rest...maybe after 20 cups of coffee..... ha ha... hyper hyper...bounce bounce.....
Sunday, April 27, 2008
100 reasons why I cannot fail ( Part 1 )
1) I love Aver too much and want to give her a good life.
2) I want to do my parents proud as they have always been there for me.
3) I do not want people who love me to worry about me, parents n Aver included.
4) I love Aver and want her parents to accept me so I gotta work hard.
5) I wanna prove people wrong about their views about me...... friends and relatives included.
6) I believe I have what it takes to fulfill my dreams.
7) I believe and view it as a mission to change the perceptions of people's perception of beauty in Singapore and beyond.
8) I believe I have what it takes to become the best Photographer in Singapore and beyond.
9) I want to let the world see my talents.
10) I want to let the world see that Singapore does have alot of talented people.
11) I want to travel the world with my camera and Aver- the girl I love.
12) I want to have my photos exhibited all over the world.
13) I want to be famous all round the world as a photographer.
14) I want to go to Taiwan and shoot Willie when he gets famous since he is just an inspiring friend.
15) I want to go to Taiwan and shoot FIR , a dream since I have been following them a few years back since their first album.
16) I want to make a difference in other people's life.
17) I want people to feel good about themselves and be happy and I know I can do it through photography.
18) I want people to always remember those wonderful moments in time and help them celebrate their love and union thru photography.
19) I want my works to be seen all over the place in food and product photography.
20) I want to win International rcognition as a photographer.
21) I want to celebrate me and Aver's love as we meet each other thru photography.
22) I want to be the perfect lover for Aver and be worthy of her.
23) I want to travel to Japan and shoot the people, the buildings, the history and the culture there.
24) I want to be the eye to the world with my camera n my lenses.
25) I want to heal the world and bring it together thru my craft.
26) I want to show the world that we can love each other thru my craft.
27) I want to leave something for the generations to come.
28) I believe I can show the world their voice thru my craft.
29) I believe me and Aver are meant for greater things together.
30) I know both me and Aver can accomplish alot if we put our heart to it.
31) I do not wanna look back in anger and regret not chasing my dreams when I had the chance.
32) I know I can do it my way. Great Leaders walk their own paths. Paths that are not yet created.
33) I want to be able to walk hand in hand with Aver , leaving our tracks in the sand, than washing our feet before going into our house at the beach.
34) I want to leave a legacy for our next generation, but without any expectations.
35) I want to walk to have Aver by my side as we travel the world feeding that pink monster.
36) I want to go to all the famous museums of the world with Aver and appreciate Arts of all kind.
37) I know to make sure Aver and me are the happiest couple on Earth.
38) I want my parents to lead a good life too after what they have done for me.
39) I want my brother to be looked after despite his disabilities as he has the right to live like anyone else.
40) I know I can make my grandmother proud of me.
41) I want to lie on a lavender field with Aver and fall asleep as the Sun scorches our skin.
42) I want to let the world remember my name.
43) I want to publish my own picture book.
44) I want to publish my own photo book.
45) I want to publish another photobook with my dearest Aver.
46) I want to give Aver happiness.... even the Emerald Hill house.
47) I know life is about actions and what you make of it and I know I have to be responsible.
48) I want to be accepted as the best and in the process go to any place that my dearest Aver wanna settle in.
49) I know it is my destiny to do this.
50) I used to have nothing to fight for...... I now have Aver. I fight for noble causes and this knight shall live to serve his lady.
2) I want to do my parents proud as they have always been there for me.
3) I do not want people who love me to worry about me, parents n Aver included.
4) I love Aver and want her parents to accept me so I gotta work hard.
5) I wanna prove people wrong about their views about me...... friends and relatives included.
6) I believe I have what it takes to fulfill my dreams.
7) I believe and view it as a mission to change the perceptions of people's perception of beauty in Singapore and beyond.
8) I believe I have what it takes to become the best Photographer in Singapore and beyond.
9) I want to let the world see my talents.
10) I want to let the world see that Singapore does have alot of talented people.
11) I want to travel the world with my camera and Aver- the girl I love.
12) I want to have my photos exhibited all over the world.
13) I want to be famous all round the world as a photographer.
14) I want to go to Taiwan and shoot Willie when he gets famous since he is just an inspiring friend.
15) I want to go to Taiwan and shoot FIR , a dream since I have been following them a few years back since their first album.
16) I want to make a difference in other people's life.
17) I want people to feel good about themselves and be happy and I know I can do it through photography.
18) I want people to always remember those wonderful moments in time and help them celebrate their love and union thru photography.
19) I want my works to be seen all over the place in food and product photography.
20) I want to win International rcognition as a photographer.
21) I want to celebrate me and Aver's love as we meet each other thru photography.
22) I want to be the perfect lover for Aver and be worthy of her.
23) I want to travel to Japan and shoot the people, the buildings, the history and the culture there.
24) I want to be the eye to the world with my camera n my lenses.
25) I want to heal the world and bring it together thru my craft.
26) I want to show the world that we can love each other thru my craft.
27) I want to leave something for the generations to come.
28) I believe I can show the world their voice thru my craft.
29) I believe me and Aver are meant for greater things together.
30) I know both me and Aver can accomplish alot if we put our heart to it.
31) I do not wanna look back in anger and regret not chasing my dreams when I had the chance.
32) I know I can do it my way. Great Leaders walk their own paths. Paths that are not yet created.
33) I want to be able to walk hand in hand with Aver , leaving our tracks in the sand, than washing our feet before going into our house at the beach.
34) I want to leave a legacy for our next generation, but without any expectations.
35) I want to walk to have Aver by my side as we travel the world feeding that pink monster.
36) I want to go to all the famous museums of the world with Aver and appreciate Arts of all kind.
37) I know to make sure Aver and me are the happiest couple on Earth.
38) I want my parents to lead a good life too after what they have done for me.
39) I want my brother to be looked after despite his disabilities as he has the right to live like anyone else.
40) I know I can make my grandmother proud of me.
41) I want to lie on a lavender field with Aver and fall asleep as the Sun scorches our skin.
42) I want to let the world remember my name.
43) I want to publish my own picture book.
44) I want to publish my own photo book.
45) I want to publish another photobook with my dearest Aver.
46) I want to give Aver happiness.... even the Emerald Hill house.
47) I know life is about actions and what you make of it and I know I have to be responsible.
48) I want to be accepted as the best and in the process go to any place that my dearest Aver wanna settle in.
49) I know it is my destiny to do this.
50) I used to have nothing to fight for...... I now have Aver. I fight for noble causes and this knight shall live to serve his lady.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Aim
Sitting at mac ....typing away on aver's com....low bat now.
Was planning my future alone while she is in class.
Thinking about wat the big unknown holds.
The idea of venturing out of the little red dot struck me.
I need to be inspired..... there is a need to find myself n others like me.
A few destinations come to mind....Taiwan, HK, China, Australia....Europe but mainly USA....at least creative ideas n individualism n being different is encouraged there.
Was planning my future alone while she is in class.
Thinking about wat the big unknown holds.
The idea of venturing out of the little red dot struck me.
I need to be inspired..... there is a need to find myself n others like me.
A few destinations come to mind....Taiwan, HK, China, Australia....Europe but mainly USA....at least creative ideas n individualism n being different is encouraged there.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Random Ramblings
The mandate from heaven demands that the dragon be removed from the throne.
The real meaning of SPCA- Some People Care Alot.
Building character and opinion is important. Otherwise there will be yet another soul-less being on Earth.
Everyday I see Tuna on a Conveyer belt, rushing to pack themselves into a tin.
By Yours Truly,
Designerwhere
The real meaning of SPCA- Some People Care Alot.
Building character and opinion is important. Otherwise there will be yet another soul-less being on Earth.
Everyday I see Tuna on a Conveyer belt, rushing to pack themselves into a tin.
By Yours Truly,
Designerwhere
Friday, April 11, 2008
Weird Dreams
There was a sea of blood on a field of green,
Two sides were at war.......
Flags of two great nations danced in the wind that smelt like death.
The grass was soon soaked crimson as the bodies pile up like a fortress.
The ancient uniforms of red and the enemy blue......
with tall hats that seems like they have nothing to do.
The rifles and their bayonets long.....
run the body thru n gut their prey........
I stood alone in a moutain of carcasses.....
without a soul, those poor little bastards.....
I drew my sword in cold solituide.......
n plunge it down my own throat .......
to escape the haunting cries of the ghostly bugle.
Two sides were at war.......
Flags of two great nations danced in the wind that smelt like death.
The grass was soon soaked crimson as the bodies pile up like a fortress.
The ancient uniforms of red and the enemy blue......
with tall hats that seems like they have nothing to do.
The rifles and their bayonets long.....
run the body thru n gut their prey........
I stood alone in a moutain of carcasses.....
without a soul, those poor little bastards.....
I drew my sword in cold solituide.......
n plunge it down my own throat .......
to escape the haunting cries of the ghostly bugle.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Soul Twin
U r e Air that I breathe,
E reason why I live,
My inspiration and my joy.
The world has given me pain.....
disappointment and frustration.......
And thrown into a scrap pile themed "damnation"
You picked me up and I became your personal toy,
One that will never leave you.
You become my world.....
You moulded me ..... shaped my form......
Gave me the courage to pick up the spear once again.....
To hunt and gather...for the little phoenixes in the nest......
Cos u deserve the very best.
E reason why I live,
My inspiration and my joy.
The world has given me pain.....
disappointment and frustration.......
And thrown into a scrap pile themed "damnation"
You picked me up and I became your personal toy,
One that will never leave you.
You become my world.....
You moulded me ..... shaped my form......
Gave me the courage to pick up the spear once again.....
To hunt and gather...for the little phoenixes in the nest......
Cos u deserve the very best.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
The War.....
Decided to participate in The Singapore Young Photographer Award 2008
Seems like my mum is more or less supportive of me taking up photography as a career..... now to break the news to them that I have other plans on top of that...... slowly break the pain to them? Nah, no time for that.....
Already secertly making plans behind the scene..... ha ha.
Decided to finally wake up n stop slacking.
Better wake up or will lose what I hold most dear in my heart.
But than again, I will be doing it for myself....... cos if i do it for the wrong reason..... for the sake of someone else, I will seriously be in trouble as the motivation is wrong.
Life's a struggle. Now is the time to take up the spear and start fighting. To take the first step requires courage...... so here goes nothing.......
Seems like my mum is more or less supportive of me taking up photography as a career..... now to break the news to them that I have other plans on top of that...... slowly break the pain to them? Nah, no time for that.....
Already secertly making plans behind the scene..... ha ha.
Decided to finally wake up n stop slacking.
Better wake up or will lose what I hold most dear in my heart.
But than again, I will be doing it for myself....... cos if i do it for the wrong reason..... for the sake of someone else, I will seriously be in trouble as the motivation is wrong.
Life's a struggle. Now is the time to take up the spear and start fighting. To take the first step requires courage...... so here goes nothing.......
Monday, April 7, 2008
Manifestation
Got an offer for IT trainer this morning. Was half awake when they called.
Seems like I have a way of manifesting things even if it was something subconsciously done.
It has always been that way...... Singtel, OCBC than DBS n finally this IT trainer offer.
Seems like things can happen the way you want it if you put your heart n mind into it.
Shall put my heart , mind and soul into making AD Creative Productions a success.
Seems like I have a way of manifesting things even if it was something subconsciously done.
It has always been that way...... Singtel, OCBC than DBS n finally this IT trainer offer.
Seems like things can happen the way you want it if you put your heart n mind into it.
Shall put my heart , mind and soul into making AD Creative Productions a success.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
LittleBirdSittingonaTree
Was chilling out at Dome with me dearest Aver when she told me to draw e little bird sitting on e tree in her poem. Sketched than scanned followed by some adding of colours via photoshop...did another white,white n grey version which is more my style.Deleted e colour version n posted e original as I feel it needs a whole lot more work and being too vibrant and colourful just isn't my style. Ha ha.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)