Monday, February 18, 2008

My dear...My Love......


You are my Source of Inspiration,

you are the reason why I shine.

Life was never a bed of roses,

untill you are mine.

You gave me strength and courage

to fight the mightiest lions,


I would wrestle giants just to hear your heartbeat.

Your voice rings in my ears

and vibrates through my soul,

give me chills all over.....

a thrill never known.

The reason why I breathe and live......

Where were you all these years?

A soulmate you are to me.......

Everything I long for in a girl and more.......

We speak of everything and even visit museums for our dates.......

I want to be by your side forever.........

Love you with every fibre of my being.

Your Ares,

Jeri

Lovely.....

Dewdrops on the pink-white back,
Lovely and pure.
A smile forever she flashes back,
sensitive, caring and demure.
Intelligent and sincere with a heart of gold,
She found my hand....
so together we shall grow old.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

The Wedding Photographer?





Jeri the Wedding photographer?
Aver keeps encouraging me to actually venture into this line as a freelancer and she keeps telling me how good I am.... how crazy my angles look....... but I dunno....Am I good enough? Do not wanna screw up someone's big day you know.......
The pictures above were snapped at my cousin's wedding a few weeks back..... Am I good enough? I still have some doubts.... maybe I have worked with some very good and professional photogaphers before and have high expectations and standards...... I want to do well..... desperately.... in all areas of my life...... anything I venture into now HAVE to and WILL be successful. Fight I shall....shall go take on a few test projects than shall start off on this venture.....
Thanks for inspiring me yet again ,my dearest Aver.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Entrapment


Come and let me into your life........
There must be something wrong with deviantart or my com nowadays....cannot seem to be able to post my stuff up. Now, I am not a big blogging fan and used to think it is a waste of time but the past couple of weeks have changed that for me. Ha ha,but my dearest Aver changed that...... our love have been so sweet and addictive that I cannot help but want to tell the world about it.
Never a firm beliver in fate untill now....... Who would have thought I would meet the love of my life only a few weeks into picking up potrait photography...... Now , I always try to be a professional when relationships with models are concerned, I was taught to always draw a clear line in this aspect but she just came along and changed all that....
She was the one who made me discover so many things about myself and I am really thankful for that....... She is the one I hold dearest to my heart........ and as I have said to her: "Now that I have found you, I am never going to let you go." I am really glad you have decided to let me into your life. What was once filled with fear,confusion and insecurities is now filled with hope and joy. You have what it takes to lead a colourful and fulfilling life, my dearest Venus..... those around you want to tear you down as they know you can soar to the skies..... thus they wanted you to live in black and white like them....... do not envy those who lead a life of black and white..... do not envy those on the other side of that gate..... you have me now......
A life of colour we shall lead........
Loving you always.......
Your little dark Phoenix

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

A gift to my Venus

Did this in the morning after putting down the phone with her...... feel so blessed with her by my side...... Been naughty these couple of days and so decided to make it up to her......

Started out doing Apollo with my short no rhyme poem...turns out rather nice so did Aphrotite and Ares as well......

Testing out some brushes and effects....been along time since i really touched photoshop......
Had to remove all e unnecessary stuff from the background before I can experiment.lolx

Dear Venus.....my Aver....I love you!!! You are my inspiration and light!
Muacks!!!



Monday, February 11, 2008

Love all the way from Louvre







Went to visit the museum with my beloved Aver to see these exhibits all the way from the Louvre museum in Paris, France. totally mindblowing. It is one thing to read about it in the history books and another to see them upclose..... you can basically feel the ancient sense of history in that place. All of the statues are from the Greeko Roman Era and one cannot help but realise their obessesion with the perfect human figure..... so MTV is not the first to brainwash the masses with their I should look this way to be happy propaganda.
Pardon the low quality of the pictures. Was using my camera phone. Was more engrossed in the exhibits the anything else.
He he....... and my dearest Venus....... it is my first time going out on a date to a museum too..... lolx...... ha ha.... really lor.... very few couples will list going to he museum as a good way to spend their time together.... ha ha...we are insane!!!!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

Colours......


Thanks to my dearest Aver who has brought colours into my life.
LOVE YA!!!!
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